Thursday, November 5, 2009

The Dangling Conversation


“What time is it?”

“Quarter to one.”

“Quarter to one! It’s taken almost half an hour to cross GK.”

“Yeah, it does take quite a lot of time.”

“I asked a rickshaw to take me to the main road, he asked for twenty rupees.”

“Twenty? Should have been, maybe, fifteen.”

“That’s what I think. The guy must have thought I’m some new-comer who wouldn’t know if he overcharges me. Hah.”

“I know that’s what they do.”

“I’d rather walk when I can. People don’t walk enough, anyway.”

“Where’d you ask the rickshaw?”

“Right near the market back there.”

“Oh, from there. Then it should have been even less than fifteen.”

“I know. Ten rupees would have been fair. In any case it is good to walk. People just don’t walk anymore. They sit in their air-conditioned cars and move around.”

“Yes, that’s true. I have been walking for about the last hour, or so.”

“Is it something to do with your job?”

“No I had to pay the water bill. I thought I’ll walk for it.”

“That’s very good. That’s what one should do. I myself like to walk about two or three kilometers every morning. It’s good for one’s health, keeps the body fit. Otherwise people fall to some many diseases nowadays. The body needs to be exercised.”

“People don’t even breathe in fresh air anymore.”

“Yes, that too they don’t.”

“I used to walk back when I was in college. But ever since I started working, I have been in offices and haven’t been active as I used to be.”

“Are you married, or unmarried?”

“… Unmarried.”
“Oh then you need to work harder to regain your fitness. Normally someone would have your structure after they are married. You need to work more for your stomach.”

“Well, yes, I’m trying. Well I have to go this way. See you.”

“Okay, bye.”

Sunday, November 1, 2009

Can't help falling in love ...


I must apologise beforehand for the extreme and unabashed self-indulgence that will follow.

I am in love.

With what, I cannot really say.

I just know that I have heard my heart thumping to a beautiful tune, a tango is the accurate name.

Please try it.

To elucidate, I have been recently (about 15 minutes ago) been reminded of a timeless movie sequence from a timeless movie featuring a great actor and an equally great song. It is the tango dance sequence form ‘Scent of a Woman’.

Please indulge me by indulging in this music. It is a musical piece based on a song from a 1930’s Argentinean movie called ‘Por Una Cabreza’, which as I understand is Spanish for ‘For (the head) of a horse’. Strangely morbid for such a fine piece, but it actually refers to a gambler’s comparison of love to the feeling of seeing a horse win a race (by a head). But that is just detail.

The real life-changing moment is in the movie where a blind man, played by Al Pacino (I could kiss the ground he walks on) who is performing some desires he has in life and deciding to set the count straight as far as having lived his life as he had foreseen it. I don’t know about him or anyone else, but every time I view this song I have this urge to sway out of the film reel of my life and onto some wheatish landscape by Van Gogh and just have this music on loop narrating my life in ways that I am sure the cypresses will approve of.

The violin tell me of the main events, while the cellos tell me of sudden moments when life changes track, but never for the worse. It is a throbbing note where the blood pulsing is felt within as the high note catches me like a gust of wind just beneath my ears and carries me off to a heaven where this music is the God.

You won’t know what I mean unless you see/hear it for yourself. I am sure that you all will be thinking of me as a deranged, off centre person, but I think Pacino's character in the movie feels the same way, and Pacino the actor must agree with me.

For the sequence in the movie,
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=dBHhSVJ_S6A